Just you and me and the rain

It had been a few weeks since I had got on the bike outside. I was in Scottsdale the last part of the week. A kind apology to my hommies in the hood - it was from the early morn'in to the late eve every day, making Jack a very dull boy. Seeing all that sun inspired me. It had been clear here in Portland all week as well. Waking up this morning, I thought the clear sky would carry over - not happening. Determined as I was, I got ready and headed out on the weather bike (my Trek). I figured to not ride to far from home and I needed the pain of the hills - Coral Creek it was x 3. Yes, that is correct, three times.

It was cold. Riding up it was almost surreal. The rain drops, the wet road, no cars, the trees, U2 in my ears, and the bike under me. As I started up the hill, Bono sings out "it's just you and me and the rain..." I could only smile and sing along. I thought by the time I reached the top, it would be snowing. In fact, at one point when I stood up to push, the rear tire spun on the pavement. I didn't do that again. The first time up was methodical, not much passion. The way down was tricky and slick. I almost abandoned but thought "I need this." The second time up was much better - more pain and a lot of passion. Only one car passed me. The third was the focused effort - 9 1/2 minutes - almost a summer time ride effort. On the last descent, I knew it was time to go. I was freezing. All of the sweat and drenched me under my Gortex and I was starting to get cold. As I rolled up to the garage, Christine met me outside. I has ice all over my bike - on my cables, the tubes, the shifters. In fact, I was growing icicles off my helmet where the water was dripping and there was a thin layer on top of my helmet. My Gortex was wet on the outside and the inside. I worked hard and felt good, just cold. I needed this ride.

I needed the ride because I am struggling to make a decision. I need some clarity that usually comes on tough rides. It did not come. I have an opportunity to go back to Simi and do not know which way to go. So many good things come to mind about Simi, especially the cycling. I am looking for some inspiration. It really comes down to where the company feels I am most needed. I'd go where they need me to go and be properly compensated. It has been a tough year in Portland where I have learned a tremendous amount and I know that I will continue to do so where ever I am. I just want to step on the field every day, play the game the best I know how, and leave it there at the end of the day. Toujours Pret!

Almost one month gone and I am ahead of 2007 in time on the bike. I am steady with the pounds.